my life has been and extreme roller coaster lately but somehow im surviving even though i have same pretty grim looking days with a little help form my few friends and the words of advice i have acquired from an amazing woman i know how helped me see some little sliver of sunshine throughout each day.

i had an amazing birthday with my bestie meg and my soul mate aaron who are the two people besides my mom i couldnt live without right now

i desperately need to get another job im starting to run low in my savings, i didnt realize how much money everything is! i think all my money is going to food and gasoline and the occasional outing to forever 21 (shopping is good for the sould ive heard)

today i was up before the sun which hasnt happened in god knows how long and drove all the way to hillsbrough to take care of a ticket blah then drove all the way back to austin before noon. im extremely proud of myself. oh and the people at the DPS ...fags. i don't get why the have to constantly be rude. oh well

i have what feels like a billion papers to write. i feel as though i need to start working harder so i am going to try i dont know how well its going to work out but im most definitely not going to give up

i took Lula to the vet at like 2a.m. Monday and didn't sleep at all that night and she died around 10am yesterday.

yesterday was also Jens birthday, i slept all day and she was at her new work but i did take her out to dinner which was a well needed meal!

its so hard to fake happy and to make yourself get out when you are so far down that black hole

there have been so many ups and downs in the past week, my life is a roller coaster for sure...
my beautiful mother came down this weekend, we went to Lebowskifest! the dude abides =] it was on the first day of this crazy cold weather we were so frozen by the end of the movie. oh and i got a (fake) raccoon hat! its pretty awesome.

Tomorrow is Jens birthday! yay i don't know what i'ma do for her though... probably bake her a cake or something. I really need to go read this Fredrick Douglass book.

everything is going to be okay for now, maybe things are taking a turn for the good finally.

its raining! its pouring !

i love when its raining!

so last night i decided to do something really random, a friend of mine invited me to go to Stubbs and see some DJ and i was already in my PJ's laying on my couch, but i decided to go. It turned out to be a lot of fun, i love people watching in Austin! so many different kinds of amazing people down here.

I'm just gonna work on this exam and rewrite a paper i have so nothing exciting today!

i think Kaitlin is supposed to come out tomorrow, i hope she does i ha vent seen any of them besides meg since all the graduations. It'll be fun.

yay its finally October!

hopefully it'll start getting cooler outside and it means that mine and Jens birthdays are coming up I'm so excited!
so Ive been doing a while bunch of nothing this week its pretty exciting ! So i don't really have anything to write about except for my amazing adventure of doing laundry.
I'm really hoping that ill be able to get tickets for acl =]
well since i have nothing to wright about I'm going to some more of nothing.