she smiles sweetly

my life has been and extreme roller coaster lately but somehow im surviving even though i have same pretty grim looking days with a little help form my few friends and the words of advice i have acquired from an amazing woman i know how helped me see some little sliver of sunshine throughout each day.

i had an amazing birthday with my bestie meg and my soul mate aaron who are the two people besides my mom i couldnt live without right now

i desperately need to get another job im starting to run low in my savings, i didnt realize how much money everything is! i think all my money is going to food and gasoline and the occasional outing to forever 21 (shopping is good for the sould ive heard)

today i was up before the sun which hasnt happened in god knows how long and drove all the way to hillsbrough to take care of a ticket blah then drove all the way back to austin before noon. im extremely proud of myself. oh and the people at the DPS ...fags. i don't get why the have to constantly be rude. oh well

i have what feels like a billion papers to write. i feel as though i need to start working harder so i am going to try i dont know how well its going to work out but im most definitely not going to give up