she smiles sweetly

i stood in the backyard in my robe as it rained this morning.
it was the best feeling Ive had in awhile.

Mom and i went to see (500) days of summer tonight, it was a sad movie. I really liked the way they filmed it. Joseph Gordon-Levitt was so good looking and perfect in that part, i just love him. Then Zooey Deschanel is just adorable.

Then we went to ihop for dinner. Finally tired the pineapple upside down pancakes. very good but way super sweet.

then i had drama, i don't feel like writing about it. I just don't know why i let other people get me down. Even Mrs.Pat at my moms work was telling me just today to not let others get to me. And what do you know some stupid idiot asshole makes me cry.
i hate being down.