its been a long day so far and i haven't even gone to my night class yet.

Went to my history class, got my parking pass, finally got my math book so i can do my homework blah, went home had some lunch, tired to get another key for my mailbox but that key doesn't work as well, and now I'm at the library getting ready for my oh so very long composition class.

last night i actually sat down and read the lyrics to a mewithoutyou CD and i was completely blown away by what all the song were actually talking about, i mean i know the lyrics but i never really thought in depth about them and i was just completely blown away. oh and i took some really awesome new photos and photo shopped for very long time and i even wrote some poetry. Its been awhile since i had done either of those its a habit i really wish to keep up but I'm terrible about making myself do stuff that i find creative i have to wait. Wait till i feel that inspiration burning inside me and then i can write and photograph the world as i see it.

I'm have the most terrible case of the hiccups tonight!

I had a very productive day today!
I cleaned the inside of my car , which i know this is gross but hasn't been done since the car was given to me last year. Then went to target, and all the little stores around there with my momma. Then went home and took a nap. This is all before noon i must add.

Oh i was on ESPN tonight! It was Cedar Hill Vs. Desoto game and more importantly Brittany's first Varsity game to cheer. I was so proud of her! It seemed like the longest game, but i honestly really like watching foot ball. But the bleachers we're not very kind and i was achy. I am seriously a grandma sometimes. Thank goodness Cedar Hill won then all the pain was worth it.

Tomorrow I'm headed back to Austin!

TGIF!

while watching my local PBS i found out that that picture i saw at the library that i just loved is from a Willie Nelson concert sometime in the 70s and they were talking about how it was strange that so many hippies loved his music and that he turned the hippie nation in the south into more of a weed smoking as well as beer drinking crowd. I love PBS!

well I'm back in good ole Midlo for the weekend!

went and saw inglorious bastards with Aaron tonight. it was pretty brutal but yet still totally great. Then we went to El Taco Bell and had a delightful dinner. I'm kinda worried about him. We always have a lot of fun and I think that it helps to know i still have a really good person and friend in my life.

our whole parking garage was completely full when i got to school today that kinda blows
but at least there was another place to park where i didn't have to pay.

so far my day has been just one of those average days nothing crazy has happened yet besides having to take my hike from my car through the pit of construction to get to school oh and almost dying from a heat stroke to save my healthy lunch of trail mix from the ants in my car.

there are millions of ants in my car it made it so difficult to drive through the swatting of aunts away and trying not to hit anyone that was kinda crazy this morning!

i should of remember my sign from Jack in the box yesterday and not have gone there ever. but i didn't i went there and got a whole bunch of food. I ended up getting pretty sick last night.

well i just got out of History and got my ID card... oh its just horribly!
I never take good id pics its kinda sad but whatever. Well i need to go and get my parking tag thing so i don't have to keep feeding the monster meters!

ill write more later tonight!


UPDATE!

turns out i have until the first to get my parking pass. oh and i found this out after waiting in a terrible long line for about 30 mins but i was truly entertained by this guy whose hand had grown to an abnormal size by a spider bite but had to leave to hospital early to go stand in the madness line.

Thanks to Chegg.com i not have three out of four of my books and saved probably $200 which is something i really need to do is save! save! save! not exactly working out but you know i kinda need food to survive. I really think that's where all my money is going straight to my belly!

oh so I'm just sitting in this little library right now thank god a place that has wifi closer to me!
they have all these old black and white photos around the walls and there is this really cool one that keeps catching my eye of a huge group of hippies sitting in a room it looks like some sort of protest or lecture thins but i really like it.

well i need to go but some more groceries hopefully HEB isn't all crazy still
when i tried to go earlier it was so packed i couldn't even find a parking spot!

Hello from austin!

im sitting in the middle of the hall at school right now waiting for my next class.

I finally found WiFi thank god!

so this past week I was pretty sick. I don't know why but i have a feeling it had to do with the heat and maybe lack of sleep, me and Jennifer are just falling apart.
Jens boy Asa stayed with us this past weekend, they are all cute and in love and all that jazz. Oh we went to Batfest! It wasn't what we expected it to be, there weren't billions of bats like we hoped we only saw a few off the side of the bridge.

My first day of ACC yesterday! i was late to both classes because i got lost both times. but somehow i ended up at the same meter. When i was walking to my car after my last class i saw this guy on his bike and his foot got caught in the pedal or something and he started falling over. i didn't want to laugh since i was the only other person on the street so i asked if he needed help i honestly have no idea how i woulda helped him.
Oh and on my way home i was debating between Jack in the Box or my frozen dinner. When i got to jack in the box it must of been a sign that i didn't need it cause the guy told me they were going to be closed for about half an hour for maintenance. so i went on home and had my frozen dinner.

i think things are going to work out okay, i was kinda worried at first but i feel content i feel like my ying and yang are in place for now.

i moved into my new apartment!

yay

its been a long few days, i don't have Internet out there so I'm not sure how I'm going to get my blogs done ill just have keep my eye out for free wifi spots!

besides the leaky faucet, the running toilet, and a few other things i love it so far! Me and Jen (now going my Nicole) are going to be super organized, well so far we have been. My room is going to be so "jade" once im done. wow that sounded really lame. I am so greatful of my amzing family for helping us move!

Tonight I'm back home to get the rest of my stuff, and i just wanted to say my blog is postponed till i find Internet!

ill jsut have to keep stuff on word till then =]

i finished packing today.
well pretty much.

at one point in the day i thought to myself 'maybe i should call the animal shelter to see if they might have picked up my cat' so i called and asked if they have picked up a really big Siamese cat with pretty blue eyes. sure enough they had just picked him up. i just hope he doesn't run away at the apartments.

I spray painted my bed frame yellow! its the same bed frame I've had since i was two which is kinda crazy 16 years later in still sleeping in the same bed, well new mattresses and what nots.

tonight was the last night i got to eat dinner and watch a movie with my mom. I think that will be the main thing i miss.

I love Quentin Tarantino movies! Watched Pulp Fiction tonight. One crazy movie but just awesome.

tomorrows the big move!

Packing is one of the most difficult things. I just want to get ride of everything in my room and start from scratch! i really did not realize how much stuff i have accumulated in such short time and in such a tiny room!

I bowled my best game tonight! 103 baby!
Well tomorrow is my last day of living with my mom and Jeff. Its all kinda strange to me. But I'm extremely excited to see what happens next in life.

people were supposed to look at our house so my first day back home i had to clean. I wasn't too thrilled.
When it was time for them to come mom and i decided we would just drive down the street to see when they leave so we could go back home. Well we waited and it was well pas the time they said they would be there so we went back home. And of course as I'm putting chairs in the back of my car these lady show up. It was just an awkward situation.

Then i went to the lake for a few hours and just sat around getting eaten alive by bugs, and just enjoyed my company and the beautiful sky.

i think the benadryl is starting to kick in.

Hey im home yay!

I'm fixing up my blog from the past 5 days. it will be up tomorrow i haven't forgotten! I'm exhausted. driving will ware you out!
i need some rest tomorrow is packing day =\

Roadtrip!

Each day of my road trip as seemed like a week. So instead of writing about every day I'm just going to put some pictures. Please to enjoy =]

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Our last day of roadtrippin. We went to Graceland, my third time to go. I just love it so much. I went with my dad the first time i went. I brought some of his ashes with me this time and spread them in the meditation garden. I think he would of really liked that. Oh and mom and i wore our I heart mustache shirts. ya everyone we meet got a kick out of them. Then we stoped in hot springs to see Meagan adn her grandparents.
It was a great trip! one of the best ive ever been on =]



Day(5):Drove for about 7 hours back to Tennessee. We stopped at this diner and while we we're eating all the electricity went out, i accidentally hit a lady with the bathroom door in the dark. It was pretty funny. There was this little antique shop that had these creepy looking stuffed cats!




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Indiana State fair! it was the year of the tomato , which is one of my mommas favorite things. We took this train to the fair it was pretty cool, we meet this old couple who were really sweet oh and tried chocolate covered bacon!





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Hit a few more garage sales then went to Goetta fest. It tasted to weird!







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We went garage sale crazy today!
Drove through Tennessee in the hills very very beautiful!
Then tonight we went to Liquor N' Party store and got mudslides and miniature macanudos and had hardy burgers.

Road trip!

Day one!

today was death by traffic! We spent so much time in three different states sitting in traffic i swear like 4 hours of just traffic all together. But we somehow found ways to entertain ourselves, good thing mom and i find each other pretty hilarious.
I was so blown away by how tall and pretty the tress were our whole drive, it made me so happy!
Our longest stop was at the Presidential Library in Arkansas! We went through security then used the bathroom then left. We were to cheap to pay the $7s for the tour. But we did got to the store and make one of those flattened penny souvenirs.
Then we went to Loretta Lynne Kitchen for dinner somewhere before Jackson Tennessee. It was so good!
Alas after 12 hours in a car we made it to the hotel
Look how nice the pillows are :

well that is what I'm off to do, have some sweet dreams!

HI!
its pretty late. I have to be up ready to leave in about...5 hours for my road trip!

so i thought that i kind of knew someone before spending anytime with him. Tonight after standing in an atrociously long line at target,sitting through Funny People, going to walmart to get cat food at 1230, then having a seat , a smoke, a laugh and just talking about whatever people talk about i got to see whats on the inside. Its pretty awesome to see who a person really is, its as though a shinning light hits them and your just completely blown away.

I enjoy talking to people about their feelings on the big L word (LOVE if you didn't catch that) you can really tell what kind of things a person has been through in their life by the way they answer. I just hope there is a chance for real love for everyone in future or present and that they know its true when it is. Or maybe there is no such things a true love just love that grows in time with another person.

My generation is the divorce parents generation. I hope that changes for the next generation its terribly depressing.

hair

how is it that a hair cut or a new style or color can make you feel like a different person?
I don't remember the last time my hair has been this short. I keep running my fingers through it and before i know it I've already run my hand all the way to the end.

i felt like a crazy person today. I had my hamster in the passenger seat and my cat in my lap while i was try to drive to my grandmas. oh and i get to do it all again tomorrow!

my road trip with my momma starts thursday I'm beyond excited

peace of mind?

I need to find my peace of mind. I've been so out of sorts lately, I feel like I'm loosing myself to some kind of emptiness. I know that everyone is constantly changing but I think I maybe stuck... if thats possible? Or I'm just not noticing whats changed. My thoughts have been so out there.


while cleaning like crazy today i came across a lot of things that reminded me of old friends. People that I've drifted away from or that have drifted away from me. It makes me kinda of sad, because if i saw any of them today we probably wouldn't even say a word to each other. I'd probably just smile and wave and they would in return. I wish i knew who would be staying around and who wouldn't be. It would make life so much easier.

(12:06)
frozen pizza!

i was sitting outside reading and when i looked up there were 17 elk going for a dip into our pond. It was probably one the most amazing things I've ever witnessed.

i spent the day reading Live From New York. I love when i read a book and feel like I'm apart of it. Like without me there would be no book. I always feel kinda of sad when i finish books its like I've lost someone after devoting so much time to something it just makes sense.

I think I'm going to try to make my blog look better wish me luck.

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Rain in Dallas just makes me so happy.
It reminds me of when i was younger and my parents were still together, we lived in this old house on the M streets and every time it would rain i would go out in my swim suite and play in the streets.

my day started around noon, me and meg went to pick her car up from Daniels house, then went to breakfast with Olivia and Kaitlin. I think ihop is one of my favorite places to eat. Probably not the healthiest but stuffed french toast is so amazing.

Then i was back on the highway headed home.

I finished all four seasons of weeds and all that is out for season 5 before we headed to the new house.

I slept the whole way, I couldn't resist. When i wouldn't go to sleep as a baby one of my parents would put me in the car and drive me around until i would fall asleep. I think its drilled into my head to sleep in cars and i always get the best sleep.

I think were going to watch pulp fiction tonight yay!
My mom is dancing to boogie fever as she making a drink right now.


this is for Friday:

i went to the mall to find a dress for my elementary school reunion today!
forever 21 is one of the craziest busy stores, and so overwhelming with all the colors! They always have really good prices that make up for the craziness.

then i went home and watched weeds while i was getting ready.

My mind has been so blown!
Its been 6 years since we were in Elementary school, and looking at everyone now and remembering how we all looked back then seeing them now is so funny to me. We all have that same initial look we had back then but we are just bigger and older versions.

After Daniels we went to our friend Taylor's' house in the pouring rain. Running from Daniels front door to Sophia's car we were completely drenched. Then i had to run into 7-11, soaking wet standing in that freezing store was torture!

At Taylor's i think i spent to whole time talking to Jessica and Sophia, and renamed a few people.
It was a really funny, i guess the word would be funny, night.

when me and Meagan got back to her house i sat outside on the porch for awhile. It was the first time in so long that i felt content, i felt happy, i felt peace and it all way good.

when i went in Meg was already out. So i flipped through the TV stations till i found something interesting on, and i feel asleep to John Travolta's disco dancing self in Saturday Night Fever.