child

I have this hamster, her name is Lula and she is the most entertaining thing ever. I got home today and since hamster are nocturnal i really did not expect her to be awake but to my surprise not only was she awake but excited to see me. I have no idea how i know this and its terribly sad to me that i can read the expressions of my pet, but she was so lonely last night. my mom the one who actually bought Lula has been so frightened to hold her so of course no one has paid any attention to this hyperactive animal. Aaron's always laughing at how much i turn into a little kid when she cracks me up. but i love it. i love things that take you back to being a kid.

no matter how old you get, when you loose that little sparkle of childhood a huge part of you is gone. That is one of the things what i loved about my daddy. He never grew up. He was always telling jokes, flirting with the nurses (even the not too good looking ones), and coming up with the most outrageous get rich quick schemes. Oh and he loved to buy me stuffed animals. When i was little he would just come home with random stuffed animals just because. One of my dads favorite jokes was : so Mickey Mouse is trying to divorce Minnie Mouse , and the judge says," so what is your reasoning for wanting a divorce?" and Mickey says ,"cause shes fucking Goofy!"

oh it makes me giggle every time.

SO my advice for kids who try to grow up to fast is to slow down. All that happens when you start to get older is you talk about the past, you talk about how great it was being a kid. There is pain in being an adult, and your constantly having to make decisions. Stay carefree , dont even begin to worry about what other people are doing, do what you want. Stay young.